Thursday, June 5, 2025

Inspire/Expire




It is snowing!
I see it through a hole
On the paper door

All I can think of
Is that I am lying
In a house in the snow.

- Masaoka Shiki, d. 1902

John Green has written a beautiful book about a horrific reality, namely that we have let 150 million people die of tuberculosis since a cure for the infectious disease was discovered in the 1950s.


"Your pleasure signals our death."

- Sukanta Bhattacharya, d. 1947


Wednesday, June 4, 2025

Adulting

 



It's been a minute since I was in my twenties, but becoming an adult is hard. That truth is forever.


Tuesday, June 3, 2025

The Middle Passage

 

Over 12,000 ships crossed the Atlantic Ocean carrying approximately 12.5 million enslaved Africans to the Americas. 



Of those kidnapped people, an estimated 1.8 million died on the journey west, their bodies consigned to ocean waters. 



The Slave Wrecks Project unites institutions and people from around the world-- scholars, archeologists, photographers, divers.




Their efforts help bring this history up from the depths and into the light.


Monday, June 2, 2025

Spring, But Feels Like Summer

 

 
It's rare to find a children's chapter book that slays. This is one (by an author who wrote a brutal, magnificent memoir prior to this tonic). Pairs well with a rhubarb shrub on a warm day with a light breeze and the smell of lilacs in the air.


Friday, May 23, 2025

The Sirens' Song



The poet, Mary Oliver, tells us that voluntary attention is the beginning of devotion and we know that involuntary attention --our startle reflexes-- evolved to enable survival. Attention is thus the birthplace of connection and critical to our wellbeing as humans. 

The advent of attention-shredding technology is recent and rampant, a commodification which exploits our biology (fearful vigilance and loving focus) for profit. In this climate of innovation, we are assailed by agnostic, risk-indifferent baiting which seeks to capture our attention.

We become habituated to diversions which interrupt our ability to have a rich sensory experience of the world. As with any addiction, heeding the pull of social media or our phones soothes the discomfort of being alive. The rub is that regularly ceding our attention to the compulsion of the moment ultimately leaves us fundamentally bereft.

How do we evade the sirens' song when it is no longer confined to a rock in the sea? When lashing ourselves to the mast and stuffing cotton in our ears is no way to live a life? How do we evade shipwreck as we seek passage through this hunger with its legacy of alienation? 

Chris Hayes, Oliver Burkeman, and Jonathan Haidt have written books on the subject. Ironically, I haven't paid them much mind. Predatory competition for our attention exacerbates an age-old paradox-- we are not always interested in what we have a vested interest in.

The consequence of our aggregate hijacked attention is one of the most pressing issues we face, one that will require a personal and societal reckoning. It's just that there are so many romance novels to read in the meantime.


Wednesday, May 21, 2025

Foregiveness



Forgiveness centers release and acceptance.

Open palms, facing up.


Friday, May 16, 2025

Abuna Yemata Guh



According to local lore, Ethiopia's monolithic church, Abuna Yemata Guh, was hewn roughly 1,500 years ago. Its murals date back to the 1400s.



Located at approximately 8,500 feet above sea level and known as the "church in the sky", it still functions as a place of worship today and welcomes all visitors who scale its cliffs.




Thursday, May 15, 2025

The Alchemy Of Transformation




the intensity of 

chemical reaction

fumes

changed materials 

reconfigure


Sunday, May 11, 2025

I Am

 

I am the only daughter of an only daughter of an only daughter. 


I am the eldest daughter in my family and the eldest child. 


I am the eldest granddaughter in my family and the eldest grandchild. 


I am Anna, daughter of Léa. My mother is Léa, daughter of Léa.


Monday, May 5, 2025

One

 



The chemical reaction of fertilization releases zinc, a flash of light at the moment of conception. This "zinc spark" marks the ignition of self, the origin story of our wholeness, for we are replete unto ourselves from the beginning.


Warm regard for the innate dignity of the whole acts as binding agent, whereas contempt drives disconnection and degradation. We protect the sacred within via boundaries whose permeability we control so that we can connect with ourselves and others from a place of reverence.


Mercy is the granting of space to be, a fundamental respect. We dwell in the ease and spaciousness of our breath and boundaries until we release what's ours and return to the indivisible.



Sunday, April 27, 2025

One Way To Keep The Chickens Out



Huck rotten fruit out the door and let them feast.


Wednesday, April 23, 2025

The Choice To Love




Set on a fictionalized Macquarie Island, halfway between Australia and Antarctica, this novel pays beautiful homage to humans choosing love in impossible circumstances, buffeted by the extreme weather events of a warming planet.


Friday, April 18, 2025

Jordan Casteel

 


The paintings of Jordan Casteel.




I am a fan.



Saturday, April 12, 2025

At Ease





My paid work right now is caring for preschoolers during rest time (after having socialized with them over lunch). It's a delightful job as well as a rich opportunity for meaningful practice in my life. I am struck by the revolutionary nature of rest.


Friday, April 11, 2025

An Anonymous Tip

 

Evan has a client whom I know nothing about and who, presumably, knows little about me. And yet.

And yet.



She recommended a book series to me, through Evan, that-- it me. She nailed it. Entirely. How? No idea.

Thus is the magic of the world.


Thursday, April 10, 2025

Nothing Is Required

 



wash of breath

drenched in grace

i am
 
whole within the whole


my anger burns

a boundary

in whose lee

i straighten


nothing is required

accepting

to be

reclaimed


Monday, March 24, 2025

Rolling Deep

 



"I have no more dress rehearsals to attend. Look closer: I am licking my lips." - Major Jackson


Sunday, March 23, 2025

Venuses Of Antiquity



Venus of Pazardzhik
6,500 years old
5" tall of clay


Venus of Lespugue
26,000 years old
6" tall of ivory tusk


Venus of Willendorf
30,000 years old
4.4" tall of limestone


Venus of Amiens
23,000 years old
1.57" tall of chalk


Venus of Hohle Fels
42,000 years old
2.36" tall of mammoth tusk


Wednesday, March 19, 2025

Abuses Of Power



Wild and consequential times.

How to reconcile my local life sailing on, insulated by caste system privileges, while politics on a state and national level are a dumpster fire of predatory exploitation, unabashed dehumanization, willful dismissals of inconvenient truths, and personal rather than public agendas?

"The only thing necessary for the triumph of evil is for good people to do nothing." - Alexei Navalny (d. 2024 in a Russian prison)

And yet I am realizing for the first time that the Serenity Prayer is aspirational. With wisdom's clarity, I have deep capacity for courage and serenity. Without it? Where do I have agency? How do I protect myself? How do I protect others?

It is a miracle when we experience the rare grace of epiphany and an equal wonder when we navigate forward without it, bumbling our way through uncertainty the best we can. 

Saturday, March 15, 2025

Saturday, March 1, 2025

Aren't We All A Little Extra?

 


Vacation Club got me to finally sit down and watch this. I am late to the party, but what a lovely party it is. Everyone's invited.

Sunday, February 23, 2025

All That's Holy




Two books:


a poetic memoir of living/dying

and

case studies in nueroplasticity




Saturday, February 15, 2025

Seal Teeth

 



If you ever need to be reminded how astonishing the world is, Google "seal teeth".

Ben urged me to do just that yesterday and then stood by as my mind was blown. SO FANCY. At first, I couldn't believe they were real, but Ben assured me he had learned about them in first grade science.

They're a bona fide natural wonder.


Sunday, February 9, 2025

Fuck Yeah

 


An excellent article about perennials.


Wednesday, January 29, 2025

Pinche Hand Cream

 


It was on my sister-in-law's holiday gift list. My moment to shine, for the quest is never ending.


1. Tulip (via Lizzy and Couls) 

2. Tatcha (via Meghan Markle and Oprah). 


Have there been others? For sure. But I can't remember, so happy am I with these current faves.




Tuesday, January 28, 2025

Caves In The Redwall

 


My friend, Nate, was invited as a cave specialist on a recent mapping and research expedition in the Grand Canyon exploring a cave system that few humans have ever been lucky enough to enter.



Among the wonders they encountered after free rappelling into (and jumaring out of) the entrance each day, were perfectly preserved bats in excess of 50,000 years old and fantasies of gypsum spun in the cool, still air of the cave. 



Mummified ancient foxes and other vertebrates attest to the unique role of caves as stable sanctuaries apart from, but connected to, the dynamic and often volatile exterior world. 




Friday, January 24, 2025

According To Spinoza



Conatus is the striving of each living thing to become itself. 
 

Monday, January 20, 2025

 




Friday, January 17, 2025

Emory Hall

 



i bloomed
out of the death
that found me.
can you still smell
the mud on me?
i reek
of resurrection.


Sunday, January 12, 2025

Embroidery Journaling

 



 In January of 2020, Sophie O'Neill began embroidering a symbol to represent each day of her year. Cool to see a person's experience of time captured this way.