The Deep End Of The Pool

I've been MIA of late because I've been busy treading water in the desert of my own fears.

Ridiculous you say? Tell me about it.

Thing is...

The overabundance of new blessings in my life has left me prone to the occasional meltdown. And by "occasional" I mean every couple of days.

They come in waves:

I'm grateful. I'm relaxed. I'm confident. Oh, and now I'm crying. In Evan's arms. Again. Reminds me of an article Amy passed on to me ages ago.

The latest trigger? Which couch to buy from Ikea.

I know. My life is very, very difficult.


Clouds passing in front of the sun. The name of this metaphorical cloud?


And the moral of this story?

It's o.k. It really is.

So exhale. Relax. Enjoy.